Assalam reader. Just read
something from my friend’s face book. The word that he be used makes me think (
tapi don’t miss understand, aku x tahu pulak ayat pesbuk 2 die cakap kat sape) .
Ya~~ I know this time I be so bad. I ignore every one that makes me fell
uncomfortable. ( tak lah semua.. just certain ) and I also think maybe its will
be easy if I change University. Memang aku tahu nak tukar university not easy
things to do. Have lots of stuff need to thinks and solve.
But when talk about
change university, maybe all of u will thought I change because this “that matter”
I say earlier. but that’s wrong. Bukan itu masalahnya. And please don’t ask me
why, I don’t want answer your question. Only people that I trust yang akan tahu
reason nye. and that people akan saket kepala bila pikey pasal masalah aku. Kesian
diorang kan. But im not doing this just because “home sick”. Tapi ada lah sebab
yang lain.
In last semester , I think
I be too kind. Walaupon aku x suka, when people ask me, I try do it. And that’s is MY PROBLEM. And bila dah terlalu
mudah untuk orang lain minta tolong, our self defend will be stumpy. And for
me, its not easy to forgive a person when they make same mistake twice. Emmm ye
aku memang jahatkan. So ada aku kesah??? Because that is my way. And I hate
when people broke their promise. And buat tak kesah tentang sesuatu yang
importand yang melibatkan orang ramai. Yes!! Aku tahu aku ni pon jeneh yang “slamber
party” but I still berpegang pada janji dan masa. Mungkin aku lupe sesuatu, but
when aku ingat, aku akan try untuk solve the problem that I make. Yang penting,
every problem yang melibatkan atau yang ada kene mengena dengan aku, ples
inform me earlier. Jangan pulak, esok nak buat ,hari ni baru u want tell me
what to do. Haishh aku memang x suke macam 2.
So, hope after this,
yang ada terkesan dengan what I be talking now, just leave me alone until I feel
more better. I will back, when I feel ok. Aku tahu aku ignore korang, kalau
boleh, malas nak jumpe. Selisih pon, xnok. But… yelah we in same place , pepehal
nant jumpe jugak, memang xleh elak pon. So .. reader,, adios amigo.. its too
late now,, nak tido pulak.. oyasuminasai ominna.. byebye wasalam.
-mira hamdan-
01:05 am
08 march 2013
01:05 am
08 march 2013
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| jangan biar febret aku mati, nanti aku terus x blk dah |
